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Yesterday, I was mowing the lawn and thinking about church and many of these same issues you bring up here. The word deconstruction popped into my head as well and turned it over in my mind as I have in the past. I too, have zero desire at this time to be a member of a church. I'm not sure that will ever change for me. I attend a church and the pastor is well aware of my stance and has never pressured me in anyway. All of that to say that my time spent mowing helped me see whether we use deconstruction, or renovation, or a different word, that it's very much like Jacob wrestling with God as long as we, like he, refuse to let go of the one we're wrestling with.

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Janet Caldwell's avatar

Thank you for sharing. I’m very new to Substack and trying to learn to navigate it. However, I see you and in a very small way grasp where you are in your journey. . I haven’t necessarily experienced church abuse but I’ve been an SBC member all my life but we’ve walked away from that. I’m 63. At this stage of life it’s very hard to find others my age who are “reconstructing” all they were taught. I started following you as I want to lean into what others who still love Jesus are reconstructing and find themselves church homeless. Not very many in my generation and We moved to south Louisiana in 2022. . You cannot get much more conservative. lol. I’m trying to find my way in an area where I feel like a fish out of water and because we are new to the area it’s even harder to meet people without being a “church member”. We have found a very small church- less than 50 each week and it’s very different from anything we’ve ever done, but I find that my own time with Jesus and listening and reading to other bible scholars, I’m growing more on my own than I did listening to other pastors. Not that it was all bad. I guess I have just disciplined myself to want to learn, study snd seek the real Jesus. Not the American version. Thanks for your words

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